I'm just about to get out of rehab, been stepping down in intensities of programs since last August, had an enormous fentanyl habit for about 3 years and yeah, I wish my dad and I were in this good of terms, I think he's just given up on giving a shit cause every time he's helped, I've stuck a needle in my arm after the going got tough… I'm going to be 37 on 3/2 and maturity wise along with world skill I'm a fucking 16 year old! I'm, not an idiot or anything, I just could never envision my life past the day I was living, they say "one day at a time" in the 12 step programs and I took that and bastardized it to my derelict advantage! Waking up hating your every breath with shame and feeling inadequate amongst even the lowest tier of people takes a toll on the soul. But there is obviously something in me that wants to live, I just have to stick with it even when the going gets tough….and it most certainly will as time has proven time and time again. Sorry for the rant in your video about about Italian sausage 😂 but I saw your name and figured you might understand.
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I hope my dad makes it that long. My best friend.
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You're a good dude
Priceless 🎉
Looks yummy papa!
My dad is too busy with his 3rd wife. Can hardly get through to him and he’s 77!
God Bless you all, love to see it.
life is short my dad died at 69
Why lie? It’s not your house. You’re living with them.
Keeps him sharp!!
Looks amazing
I'm just about to get out of rehab, been stepping down in intensities of programs since last August, had an enormous fentanyl habit for about 3 years and yeah, I wish my dad and I were in this good of terms, I think he's just given up on giving a shit cause every time he's helped, I've stuck a needle in my arm after the going got tough… I'm going to be 37 on 3/2 and maturity wise along with world skill I'm a fucking 16 year old! I'm, not an idiot or anything, I just could never envision my life past the day I was living, they say "one day at a time" in the 12 step programs and I took that and bastardized it to my derelict advantage! Waking up hating your every breath with shame and feeling inadequate amongst even the lowest tier of people takes a toll on the soul. But there is obviously something in me that wants to live, I just have to stick with it even when the going gets tough….and it most certainly will as time has proven time and time again. Sorry for the rant in your video about about Italian sausage 😂 but I saw your name and figured you might understand.
Saying hello from Connecticut
If he was in retirement home, he’d probably die already
Such a loving family. Cherish every minute of it!
I gained 18 pounds when my mom moved in with me. She cooked all day too 😋😂
keep doing what you do, brother
It's all about LOVE ❤
I have learned Italian sausage is one of your favorites ❤lol